My downfall

My living

My distraction’s not forgiving

An existence

I battle

it’s my core that you rattle

I live through your needs

Your skin and your seeds

an addiction I see

In you and in me

The choices I make

I despair and I ache

After you’ve partied

And ate all the cake

I’m left with the bill

while the air has gone still

And I stare at you vacantly

Missing the thrill

Sure, we had fun

The boys and the sun

but when its all done

It’s just me and the gun

my heartache

My kisses

My sweet reminisces

I cry when I think

Of how out of sync

We are with each other

Myself and the pink

I’d kill for your freedom

Your love and your passion

To use and abuse

With little compassion

But now its just me

left to clean up your act

And we can’t use each other

As a way to distract

My downfall

My living

its always me giving

But please, for a moment

Lets think